blur love..

2009-07-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey long time nv blog le
hehehex..
d0n't n0e what to write os0 hehex..
n0w adays
test test test
study study study..
sian sian sian..
hehex..
tmr goin to brandon's & francis's bday
misses long time nv see them le..
sat might be goin to play VB..
misses misses misses..
hehehex..
missing you to0..
haix..
i don't wan to feel ur ignorence...
sobsob..

2009-07-01T22:22:00.000-07:00

blog blog blog....
gonna pei erica go for her driving theroy test
omg wait for her to prepare this prepare that for damn long
after that gonna ,eet other ppl to walk walk shop shop...
hehex...
wendy mummy see u lata..hehex..blog when im back

2009-06-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey..
here to blog cos after afew more hours..
im meeting my TING mummy n other nursing fren..
*yay yay*
long time nv see them le..
misses misses..
lovesloves
hehex..
will upload photo when i back..
hehex..

imissyou..
HDEUAKRET..

2009-06-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

here to blog again..
haix..
sometimes i realli feel that
how i wish i was a robot..
hehex..

ru guo wo shi ge ji qi ren
na gai you duo hao arh...
mei you gan jue..
bu zhi dao ai shi shen me
bu zhi dao shang xin de gan jue..
bu zhi dao xin tong de gan jue..

anyway i wan to go watch movie...
i wan to go play pool..
i wan to do alot of things..

sobsobsob..

imiss...
the night..
i realli do....

可以不可以不爱了 =(

2009-06-29T00:21:00.000-07:00

A new family has pop out..

AH MA-ELENE LIEW
AH GONG-LESLIE LIEW

MUMMY-WENDY POH
DADDY-GAN JIA SHENG

UNCLE-JEREMY

KIDS
HUIMIN- WENDY'S BIG DAUGHTER
CINDI-WENDY SMALL DAUGHTER

DUKE-STILL IN PROCESS..he still fighting

ok i have to say this family is complicated
so..i only noe this few relationship..
anything i will add on ok...
lovesloves

anyway ytd went to DUKE's hse to visit him..
omg his sister so cute..
we went in chat chat then suddenly miyoko(duke sis)
drop her gameboy..
then that stupid duke..stare stare then scold her..
so bad bad..
then she cried...
so sad..
then duke that stupid carry her to the r0om..
after awhile she walk out l0oking at us but
d0n't dare to walk towards us..she was so scared of
DUKE!!
hehehexx.
s0 in the end after some asking miyoko walks
towards us n do her homework..
then 'ding dong'
DADDY came aka jia sheng...
then they start to chit chat agn
i help miyoko in her hw..
cos she say her bro won't teach her de..
hehehex..
then we chit chat n they chit chat..
hehehex..
then eat dinner then jiu HSH le..

2009-06-22T23:13:00.000-07:00

yoyoyox...
here im coming to blog again..
haix..nth to do man..so decided to blog about sat & sun..
funfunfun...
happyhappyhappy...

21june2009, sun..
early morning kana wake up by
dajie killing chicken voice..hehehex...
wendy was at da jie hse to0...
s0 after dajie went out me n wendy get started
prepare f0od for lata...
we try out the new taste...
but was nt realli nice..
so next time we should stick with mayo...
hehex...
prepare prepare then receive a msg from
jun hui...whahahaha...
im so sorry gal..hehehex...
i give her the wrong d0or n0.
whhahaha...
sorry...!!!!!!
then after jun hui reach...we continue to prepare..
then finally done...
wait for 'NA TIAO' akaduke so long...
surpose to meet jeremy, huimin, huiya, ck at 2.30
but becos of s0meone that why end up meeting them 4 plus i think
sorry sorry guys!!
end up we reach ECP mac n didn't saw them there s0 we start ordering
things to eat whahaha..
yeah!!!!!i ate my strawberry icecream!!!!!!
then we head down to the beach there..
wow alot of ppl man...then we chit chat chit chat
in the same time waiting for JS and HX..
then planning to ride bike..
s0 all of us head to BK to wait for feli...
me n 'na tiao' when to fetch feli...
i tell u what....
we WALK there okay..omg walking there is longer then walking back...
after picking feli head to UOB as duke need to take money..
then when to buy drink..
hehe..at first we d0n't n0e where is it s0 anyh0w walk..
went up to the second floor..
while goin up behind me got one aunty ask her daughter
"go up then can nt go down le arh"
omg hehex..
then pay pay le jiu go back meet the rest le...
rent rent..
cycle cycle..
take pic pic..omg the wind there was
wonderful..love that lovely night!!!
pics is uploaded in facebook..hehex...

20june2009, sat

today went to superparty presented by SP...
with JS wendy ck dajie leslie
wow got alot to eat sia..
first stall rice & mee siam..
then chicken wing..wow the boys ate alot of that
hehex..
eat eat eat
take pic pic pic..
oic ya we did 'tatoo' to0 whahaha..
pics will be uploaded in facebook..soon hehehx

thats all for today...
lovelovelove...
misses misses misses...
hug hug hug...

2009-06-19T12:34:00.000-07:00

esp for " NA TIAO" aka duke yee...

nah here u go...

goin to army soon le hor in another 1 day plus..
hehex..
hope everything will be ok for u..
and don't become gay hor whahaha..
take care inside..
take more pics now before u miss ur hair..
hehex..

take care
to "na tiao"

2009-06-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

haix...suddenly feel like blogging..
wanted to write everything out but..
some things were nt meant to be said..
haix..
problem ard me coming out..
just wan to tell ting mummy d0n't worry
although u lost him but im still here for u ok!
forget about that person..that person is just to0 rubbish
throw him away in the rubbish bin and d0n't turn back
cos is to0 dirty..ok!!
haix..boys arh..
make frens ard me so fan!!
haix..
which guy can tell me that they will realli love my frens
and won't ever hurt them...
haix..
oh my tian arh..
i realli d0n't wish my frens get hurt

if u can promise me..
all my frens will find their happiness and
they will be happy always..
u can take alway my happiness..
cos i noe as long as they are happy i will be
happy to0...

oh my tian...
will u promise me?
we guo guo shou ok..?

my wishes:

for erica:i wish erica n E will be tgt for very very long
even after i die...

for feli:i wish she will let go of him n find her real prince soon..

for yu ting:i hope that she will be happy n find her real prince soon to0..

for cass:stay happy ok..

for elene:wow u hor this girl...goin to 21 le lei!!! can faster find someone..
im waiting for ur wedding lei..hehex..

for joey:for this gal arh i hope that her love sick will recover s0on..n find her prince soon
so that SHINE can have couple chalet..hehex...

for jia:wow hope she n her boyboy will be happy n stay tgt for very very very looooooongggg..

for yan:hehe hope everything will go smoothly for her ..

for wendy:i wish that she will be happy oways i don't wish to see
her tears again..hehex..

for zihui:hope she won't be to0 stress up..

for selina: wow she is busy all the time jia you worx..

for huimin:this cute girl..hmm she got so many ppl like i think just hope she will be happy
all the time ba..hehe..no need worry about bf whahaha..

for felicia leow:hope she find her prince soon..hehex..

for everyone stay happy!!

hehehex...
i wan my couple outing!!!!
but i haven find my prince
omgomgomg..!!
my couple couple outing!!!

2009-06-11T17:59:00.000-07:00

hehex..nth to do so
decided to blog..
i noe is been long since i last post
hehex..
rather lazy lar.. hehex..
i will be forgiven rite whahaha...
wow ytd went to ehub at ard
9.45pm to meet dajie n feli..
cos feli wans to have a drink at coffee bean...
in the end we went to mac cafe to drink as
coffee bean was close
'sobsob'
wow have a long talk with both of them sia..
chit chat chit chat....
hehex..
hope to have a next chit chat time soon...
hehehex..
anyway we chat until 1plus then head back
home sweet home...
hehehex..

080609-100609

LOM CAMP!!!

wow those three days were so fun...
althought it was tiring and scary but then
i do still enjoy myself...
in the camp...
omgomgomg...
funny n scary things happen
while walking ard writing the floorplan..
there were weird werid feeling ard me..
but then since there were feli jeremy with me so
is rather quite safe...
hehex..
but there is something i must realli say
see things is nt as scary as when u hear things man...
realli trust me..
BUTBUTBUT!!!
overall the camp was fun totally until i can get over
my fear..
i didn't realli go bother about the weird feeling
and what i do was to scare ppl with
my ai ai wendy..
running ard like two twins
hehehex..

oic n i must realli thank:
*jeremy- while writing the floor plan u were there to make sure that
feli n me was safe n sound...
lots of THANKS!!!!

*yan lin- my nite walk partner...whahaha...reallii thank you man...
hope that ur hand didn't realli have much blue-black..
hehehex...a very gd partner...THANKS THANKS!!!

*wee chang aka MEI YOU YONG DE!!!- thanks man for the nickname hehex..
i'm YOU YONG DE!!!hehehehex...

*Leslie- thanks for the accompany to buy the wow scary frog..
omg please ppl the frog is realli big..
EeeEeeEeeEee......thanks thanks!!

*Duke- thanks man for taking care of my brother..hehex..
thank you thank you!!

*sheng loong aka ah boy- thanks man for entertaining me while
we were at the station..althought u keep saying me BIMBO
and laughting non-stop..humph humph!!
hehex..but thanks lots!!!

EVERYONE- THANKS EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING!!!
LOTS OF LOVE!!!!

i try to upload pics soon....
hehex..
loves loves<3

2009-05-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

its been long since i last post
hahax..
wow..
went into the new sch at clementi..
hmm....
totally no comment about it..
whahaha..
but the frens in class were nt bad..
hehex..
laugh here n there hehex..
butbutbut i miss....
i miss...
i miss....
i miss MY RANDOM FAMILY..
hehex..
meet up babes...
misses to u all hehe..
loves..

2009-04-06T12:20:00.000-07:00

this is a video taken by
my deares erica..
im playing with her cousin kayden!!
loves loves
cuite him..=D

hahax.. some ppl wan to come see my blog
so now ..
let my post what crap i doin just now
hahax..
i was toking to 2 stupids funny crappy guys..
hehex..
funny them..
hahax..
we bring out s0me past thing ..
hahax..
wow miss the times which i was being loved..
hahax..
omg sch goin to start s0on..
and i will get t0 n0e more frens (guys..hehehe..)
jkjk..
hmm..
but im quite satisfied with the life nw..
s0 its okay=)
hehex..
wow..
i wan t0 g0 sing sing sing ..
hmm..when will that be..
hope it will come s0on..
hehex..
loves loves huggies

2009-04-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

heyhey ppl sorry for the long MIA..
hehex..
was lazy to blog now adays..
hehex..
anyway
my dearest erica had came back from shang hai le..
yeayea..
lovesloves..
hahax..
and this few days i had alot of event
omg..
bday here n there..
hahax..
anyway..
this were some things..
take alook at those pic n they will ans u..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORUS!!

*group pic..a new person added KS..

* long time n0 see hehex..gal..

*real porus members(former)

*funny shot

ok this pics were pics i went out with jeremy
n his frens
n0e 4 new ppl..
hehex..
wow my frens member is getting bigger..
hahax..

me n forgotten the name

me n S_______ hahax..

me n opps s0rry realli d0n't rmb ur name..=P

me n melvin i hope i get this right..=D

the group of guys hahax..
the whole singing was funny n enjoyable hehex..
thxthx..

anyway nw comes to pics on celebrating gab bday..
enjoy..

*cutting cake

*gab n his family..

*gab n porus!!

*gab n his group of frens..hahax..donno which group is this

*gab n another group..

*gab n his bday cake

*me n ah ber

*me n melvin

*me n ck

*me n aiai wendy

*mi n darling zi hui

*another pic with porus..

*me n jeremy

thats all for today..hehex..
see when will be my next post again
whahaha..
soon..i hope..
hehex
loves loves=D

2009-03-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

wow i was in facebook and
i done this quiz to see whether
what kind of job am i suit for
wow..
this is what they say

PERFORMER
You are born to perform! You love to be in the spotlight and you are a people-person. While you enjoy being the center of attention, you live your career the modest way: you spend your profits wisely and make good choices. Whether you wish to sing, act, model, or host a TV show, prepare for a lifestyle of a celebrity.

i was so happy when i read this
donno why..
hehe..

anyway today is wed
2 more days..
hehex
to see my laopossss..
hehex..
loves..

2009-03-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

heyhey
today is tues alreadii
hehex..
count down 3 more days
to FRI..
hehex..
waiting for my fri
to meet
my laopossss..
hehex..
love love..
laopo we must take lots
of pic pic okays..
is been long since we last take pics le..
whahaha..
love u all muacks..

2009-03-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

heyhey wow
my dear erica has already
gone for 2 days..
miss her lots man..
hehex..
when she's back we must meet up asap..
cos this gal here miss u
hahax..
hope u r fine ok..
everything here will be fine to0..
d0n't worry hehexx..
loves..

2009-03-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

heyhey today is mon..
haix..
still got 4 more days
to fri..
waiting for that day..
meeting my laopossss that day..
hehex..
i must have a fun n wonderful day..
miss my laopossss..
omg SHE songs are wonderful man..
can't stand it hehex..
loves loves..
galssss i miss u all lots n
my love are uncountable..
hehex..
love love..
muakcs...

2009-03-14T13:02:00.000-07:00

heyhey ppl..
hahax..
today was a enjoyable day
AT FIRST..
but then after that g0 meet porus
haix..
the day was like argh!
irritating..
hahax..
by s0me things lar..
but nvm n0t important..
elene just inform me that
20 of march is our
Xin Shang Ren Chief Security Officer
bday..
hmm..
he is leaving at 16 of march, mon..
donno what will PoruShine get for him...

my bday is coming

at first i was s0 happy planning chalet

for it but in the end

i just wan a simple day

with my SHINE

i miss the past we use to have

s0 i hope that day we will let out ourself

that day and sing n dance..

like we use to be..

i love my SHINE girls..

they gave me support whenever i need..

they will always make sure that

i'm not alone n0 matter what

they will always be by my side

without them i realli don't noe

how can i last my day..

SHINE ILOVEYOU , Cindi<3>

2009-03-02T23:23:00.000-08:00

heyhey..
went out to watch
movie with ratna n elene n g0 shop hehe..
but i didn't get any sobsob..
whahaha..
wow that show was
funny n n0t bad at all
hehex..
love it man ..
it realli ..
wow i love the two ladies
hehex..
s0 cute can
hahax..
after watching
went to l0ok f0r clothes hehex..
take a look at the pics hehex..
nice nice nice =D

loves cindi=D

2009-03-02T23:10:00.001-08:00

heyhey ppl..
went for class gathering on 1st of march haha..
wow..its been long since i last saw them yay..
hehex..
chat chat here chat chat there
smile laugh whahaha..
hehex..
but n0t everyone went
sobsob
hehex..
let me update pics then..

2009-02-27T06:30:00.000-08:00

today went to my dearest
Yan n Yee hse..
s0 long nv have our girls tok le..
whahahax..
although is just awhile
but i realli
appreciate it..hehex..
today look back at all the msg which you send
different kind of feeling
appear..
smiling to s0me msg but
tearing on the others
how i wish i can still play with u..
and u will still 'hong' me..
but i think everything has change..
maybe u have found ur way to the other
path which u will be more happy..

thinking of u is what i'm doin nw..
missing u is what i always do
but loving u i think is what i should stop doin..=(

只是過去的甜蜜太過深刻，要多久才能夠褪色？

2009-02-26T09:37:00.000-08:00

everything has change
but the change is to0 sudden that
i can't realli take it..
just give me s0metime to accept the change
u give me..
is just hurts s0 much to love u the way i do
n then look at u n realise how much u d0n't care..
but in another way..
maybe frens with u is better ba..
frens might be forever but lovers..
mostly n0t..
everything changes..

2009-02-26T08:28:00.000-08:00

heyhey ppl..here again..
hehex..
went to play VB today
with ZH, yin hui, melvin, ah loon n mii..
wow the weather was like
BAD can !!!
then meet jeremy n gab for movie..
wow not bad man the show..
hehex..
here are some pics enjoy..
hehex..

*jeremy president of XSR club..

*melvin engineer of XSR club

*gabriel FMB director of XSR club

*zi hui n mii

*mi n ling

*mi n gab

*mi n melvin

*mi n jeremy

*group pic..

2009-02-19T06:52:00.000-08:00

have u ever tot of this qn..

there is a group of children
when to a rail way track to play..
the rail way track is split into two..
one side is the close down track which tain
should not pass
the other side is the 'normal' rail track..
but only one boy choose to play at the close
down track...
the others group of children choose to play
at the normal track which train comes..

have u ever tot that..
if the train comes n the group of children
won't be able to have time to run..
where will u allow the train to pass?
is it the track which consist of the group of children
or
the track which only have the boy..

most of the ppl will choose to sacrifice the only boy
and save the group of children
right?
but have u ever tot of..
the boy is the only one who choose the rite path..
but in the end he has to be sacrifice..

but if u think about it again..
if u choose the close spoilt track(sacrifice the only boy)..
won't u harm more ppl(harm ppl in the train)..
s0 in the end how many ppl did u save?

love from cindi...

2009-02-18T04:08:00.000-08:00

heyhey ppl..
back here to post..
alot of things running in n out
of my mind..
argh..
s0 many things..
s0 many things to handle..
haix..
n0w wan to let my brain rest
for a while..
is running away from somethings
a solution?
should a run away from it..
i'm s0 lost..
haix..
but nvm i n0e i'n n0t alone
SHINE will be there rite..
hehex..
love them lots..

to yan:
heyhey gal jia you kk..
always behide u..
love u like HE do..
whahahaha..
miss him must miss me hor..
hehehehe..

to joey:
heyhey gal..
next time see
u still dare anyhow
ask for ppl msn
anot
whahaha..
lata K jealous arh
whahahaha..
misses

to ling:
heyhey gal
what ur no3 the best!~
pls lo~
where got lo..
HE better lo..
n0n0n0
can n0t use him to compare
with no3..
to0 low class
whahahaha
misses..

to jia:
heyhey gal..
sad sad can n0t go see SHE
tgt but nvm meet up s0on
kk..
hahahax..
must miss me hor..
miss the time we sing man..
hehehex..

2009-02-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

early in the morning
girls talk..
whahaha..
talk about thise rubbish things..
wow it has been long since we last
talk man ..
whahaha..
talk talk talk..
laugh laugh laugh..
hehex...
girls like us talking rubbish
is like NORMAL can..
whahahax..
in out topic omg
n big fish small fish topic was
laugh to wow hot man..
hehex..
until s0 excited
love the girls lots..
muacks..!!
then aunty say..
must find bigger then u 5 years old de
whahahax..
then he will n0e h0w to rong ren ni..
whahaha..
laugh like mad can..
hehehex..
can n0t same age
can n0t smaller then mi..
can n0t bigger then me only 1 or 2 years old
whahahax..

anyway hate this year..
argh
s0 many thing happen..
haix..
bad news here bad news there
haix..
irritating..!!

2009-02-14T22:02:00.000-08:00

heyhey ppl..
ytd was valentines day..
hehe..
here wishing everyone happy happy valentines..
hehex..
anyway ytd went out with poruShine
but n0t everyone was there
but nvm its ok..
ytd was quite fun with those
irritating But lovable ppl
hehehex..
ytd walk walk walk haha
then guess what
our taitai joey shoe
SPOIL!!!
omg..
then went to shop for shoe..
hehehex..
this is the second time le..
but nvm as sister n frens de wo men..
pei her g0 buy shoe..
but cos she has enough of shoe n i
thinks that i need another pair of
shoe s0 we went to shop for a shoe that me
n joey can fit
as sister de me i pei her
walk bare foot to shop for shoe..
in the end we brought it yay!!
wow like finally..
hehehex..
then we went to kallang there n eat pastamania
hahahax..
i take pics of the food we order wow..
pizza was n0t taken=(
after eating we went to waterfront bridge..
play true or dare..
omg..
haix..the game should be longer..
s0 short n0t fun at all...
humph..
picspics will be uploaded next time yay..
thx for reading..

thx for the past 7 months plus
for the caring n rong ren of my childish...
u've have been a gd fren ..

2009-02-10T05:45:00.000-08:00

what what what what what

rubbish rubbish rubbish rubbish

alllll thiiissssssssss

are all

RUBBISH!!...

why must i be the one who

do all this........

u n0e h0w tired i m to d0

4 person job..

i'm tired le..

i'm sorry if i make u all angry

but i realli think is not fair if i do everything

helping u all to do those which u do half way

last min telling me that u can't do this can't do that

expact me to think of solution to help u complete everything..

n u n0e that u can't complete but u d0n't even

wan to tell me before hand..

u keep saying that u r stress stress stress..

then d0 u n0e how much stress u give me..

when ever u quarrel with ur bf

then u stop doin everything

n tell me to help u do becos u not well

hey girl..can u d0n't bring ur BGR in..

i realli tired le u n0e..

i realli need a shoulder to lean on..

i realli need some1 to sayang me..

i realli need a big big big big warm hug from SOMEONE..

i realli need someone to say "i am here d0n't worry.."

but it doesn't matter anymore..

c0s the tears has alreadii dry up le..

i just have to be strong to continue with the projects...

giiirlssssfrenssss...

do u noe how much i miss u all..

misses u all is the only thing which i won't

feel alone..

misses u all give me some warm

i miss ur hugssss

i miss all the rubbish we oways tok..

i miss the girls nite tok..

i miss the time we go out..

i miss the hands which u all hold n tell me

all of u are there..i won't be alone with u all ard...

To:Hau Yee aka Joey..

heyhey gal..i miss the times we take rubbish pics..

miss the time we zi lian tgt like siao..

miss the time saying u n kitkat...

so how u nv update me lei??!!!!!!!!!!

humph angry le arh!!!!......

hehex..

loves huggies..

To:Hau Yan aka Cao Da

heyhey blacky

miss me not..

jealous le lar..

miss elene more than me..

humph..

oways like that de..

u n0e how much i miss u not..

must miss me arh..

loves huggies..

To:Elene aka Da jie

heyhey miss miss miss..

u got so many No.1 2 3 & 4

humph

nv share share but

i must say first arh

i d0n't wan 3

i wan someone who i can

zhong kan zhong ting n zhong yong..

hehex..

miss me more than u miss

ur No.1 2 3 & 4 kk..

its more worth man..

hehex..

loves huggies..

To: Jia Jia aka Leo

heyhey gal...

u noe how long i nv see u..

n how long u nv give me ur huggies..

do u noehow much i miss u..

u d0n't oways miss him then nv miss me arh

hahax..

loves huggies..

2009-02-08T03:59:00.000-08:00

heyhey peeps...
I"M BACK!!
miss me?!
hahaha...
was s0 tired can omg..
but went to sing sing sing..
play play play
eat eat eat
slp slp slp..
chat chat chat chat chat
study study study study study study!!!
hahax..
when to catch catch catch hahax..
pics will be uploaded..
hehex..
nth much happen
donn0 what to post le
s0 just post the pics then...

2009-02-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

有一句话再也都听不到

那些过往只好放在心上

你爱我太美好时间会知道

怎样去熬成一句动人的话

那些过往让它自己燃烧

我爱你太美好时间会知道

怎样去熬成动人一句话

u make me happy
but
u were oso the one who
let my tears drop
oso u..
do u know..
haix..
u would nv noe..
its over
爱上你那时爱到不象话
后来想尽办法忘掉
到最后我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号

2009-02-02T02:51:00.000-08:00

heyhey ppl i'm here to upload some pics hehex..
have fun...

*let me think..

*mi being emo..

*cows

*toys

*mi with wendy hand

*me n wendy

*us again..

*mi ling n ratna

*YAY man.."we own the street"..

*jeremy..

*weijie n jeremy

*4 cutie..hehex

*3 pretty..

*mi n 2 beauty

*mi n felicia

*cutie us

*me n weijie

*me n eric

*mi n wenqi

*me n siewhui

*mi n daniel

*mi n kelvin

*mi n funny guy

*mi n blacky guy

*mi n old lady

*me n wendy again..

*mi n alicia

*mi n ck

*me n melvin

*mi n old lady again..

*mi n joeyyyy sister

*mi n yan sister

*mi n pretty gal

things running in my mind

which i just wan to get an ans..

always thinking you..

but end up..

realise how much u don't care..

i felt so hurt..

its has been this long..

but i realli d0n't wan to wait

for an unknown ans..

wheneva i feeling like giving up..

but end up..

i still donno how to pull my

hand out of urs..

would u save me out of this pain..

2009-01-31T23:17:00.000-08:00

its has been some time since i last blog le ba..
hahax..
but this post should be short de ba..
ytd went to chingay with wendy jeremy wei jie felicia ck..
then head to DTE..
talk talk..
play play..
hahax..
caught 3 moo moo cows n one penguin i surpose..
hehex..
then head to da jie house as i miss my beloved laopo joey..
but when we are at the void deck of the blk..
two stupid black person..
irritating speciment..
come BOO! me n yan..
they realli scare me i tell u...
hate them lots at that moment..
humph humph humph!!!!
hahax..ya then after that at night
we played the game
"i'm the boss" and "sabotaur"
hahax..
it was funny..
with yan doin stupid move..hehex..
block n unblock arh..
hehex..
&
with ah loon always using the
i'm the boss card..
hehex..
then the next morning there is
a war started with me ck yan n loon..
hehe
boys vs girls..
whahaha..
ya thats about all..hehex..

at a pont of moment you are like a stranger
to me..i os0 donno why..
is like i can't get into a conversation..
sometime i realli wonder
what m i to u..
sometime i can only say
wo xiang tai duo to make me feel better ba..
smile cindi smile=)

2009-01-17T20:44:00.000-08:00

我很完美沒人能取代
我給的一切
我就以為
我努力更完美我們就會永遠
完美並不美
我們多虛偽
你讓我的好
變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是

不完美
後來你說我太完美
值得更好的陪在我身邊
你不是我你怎麼能體會
你有多麼珍貴
完美並不美
我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是
不完美
完美並不美我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美成了罪
完美並不美
我們多虛偽你讓我的好
變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是不完美

you can help me in my things..
but i can't help you in any..
i felt so useless..
maybe i should just put it down..
maybe frens r just what we are fated to be..
smile oways okay..
promise?
你一定要比我幸福..
promise?

2009-01-17T08:00:00.000-08:00

heyhey ppl..back to blog le..

hehex..

today morning wake up

i realise wow wake wendy is i tiring job...

hehex..

she should noe why..

hehex..

anyway after that me n wendy went to

tam to collect ling's n mine contact lens..

then we get a bite n head down to bugis

to meet two of my pretty ladies..

hehex..yan n joey..

after that shopshop awhile le jiu

meet ck n jeremy..

hahax..

then eat n eat ice cream..

wow..so nice man..

hehex..

then yan n joey head back home

n the others head to arcade for a short game..

hehex..

then back home sweet home..

here r some pics..

have fun..

*wendy

*me n darling yan

*still us hehex..

*me n dear dear joey

*emo me n dear joey

*miii

*hahax..funny us

*nth to do just take pics

*smile back to us...

*say okay..

*just twist to us..

*shhh....keep quite..

*she just trying to say twist..

*cutie us..

*aim at the soup in the bun..yumyum..

*me n my blacky sweet smile gal..

*three "beauty" giirls..hahax..

*me n blacky but with joey head n stupid wendy..

*smile smile=)

*kiss this beauty..

*smile to us when we smile to u okays?

*wendy giirl..

*just need a shoulder..

* smile with us..

2008-12-25T07:46:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey ppl
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
hahax..

24dec2008
celebrate christmas eve with some wonderful frens..
whahaha..
we went to play pool at ehub..
then went to the beach to listen
to the wave sound
wow everything was ok that day..
JUST ok...
after that went to mac to have some food..
but me,joey n jia went back first..
on our way back we suddenly
thought of buying drinks up..
so we went to 7-11
then went back to ling house..
went we reach the lift
the damn lift..
walao..
scare me n joey..
stupid lar
after everything we waited for the others to come back..
then send jeremy n melvin back home..

25dec2008
on christmas..
jia went off first as she need to work..
we stay at ling house until afternoon
then wendy has to leave..
then left joey,yan.me,ck n ling
then we have everything done n head
down to VIVO..
hahax..
shopshopshop
have a wonderful time
wow..
love this christmas man..
hehex..thx..
waiting for 2009 but not opening of sch..
haix....
here r some pics hehex..
haix..something wrong with the uploading shall
upload the next time man..hehex..

2008-12-24T00:51:00.000-08:00

heyhey
its been long since i step into
my blog..
hahax..
blogblog dearest i'm back today..
hehex..
sch is starting soon le..
haix..
i'm so afraid that i can't manage my year 2
haix..
i s0 scare of the teacher..
haix..
nvm..
skip this topic..
today is christmas eve..
s0 goin out with frens n sisters..
should be have lots of fun..
hahax..
will take pics n upload ok..
hehex..
with joey along won't stop taking hehex...
thats it for now goin out soon le...
loves..

2008-09-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

feeling quite down now adays donno why..
maybe becos this few days happen
alot of sad things ba..
sometimes i realli wonder
is it oways the gals side will
feel the pain/lonely feeling?
whereby the boys side
they like didn't feel anything..
whats wrong with girls cry
if we cry it simply means
it is n0t just a small little thing ok!
u all will only think that gal
only noe how to cry rite..
if u r not SOMEONE
then think twice whether
will she cry..
just think..
u like her & u love her
is just two diff thing..
don't make her feel that u r
so near yet so far..
don't treat her as if u love her
BUT in fact u DON'T
that will reali HURT!!
get this right..
is just enough!!

2008-09-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

FORGET FORGET FORGET U!!!
THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO &
WHAT I MUST DO!!

IN MY LIFE U R JUST MY FREN
SO I WILL JUST LET U GO
MY LOVE MUST NOT BE DAN LIAN!!!

but thx for everything..
just 离我远一点
不要对我这样好。。
我要。。。。。。。
我要。。。。。。。
我要忘记你！！

2008-09-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
a song which i'm feeling now..
just like a 傻瓜..

2008-09-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

我看見你的瞳孔
看見的那片天空
你指尖盡頭
架構屬於我的夢

那是清澈的星河
那是橘色的雲朵
遙遠的天國
建築著一道彩虹

你把我眼底的寂寞
彩繪成繽紛的宇宙
跟在你身后
帶我靜靜傲游

請不要放開我的雙手
不要缺席我的以后
請留給我
慢慢消失的那一道彩虹

已經習慣你的雙手
牽著我的那種溫柔
只有你懂
我會流淚是因為最深處的感動

我以為天是黑的
你忽然放了煙火
我才發現我
生命可以很閃爍

你把我眼底的寂寞
彩繪成繽紛的宇宙
跟在你身后
帶我靜靜傲游

請不要放開我的雙手
不要缺席我的以后
請留給我
慢慢消失的那一道彩虹

已經習慣你的雙手
牽著我的那種溫柔
只有你懂
我會流淚是因為最深處的感動

請不要關掉我的鏡頭
不要熄滅我的以后
還給黑夜
永不消失的那一道彩虹

已經習慣我的雙手
你能感受我的顫抖
只有你懂
我會流淚是因為最深處的感動
————————————————————————————

2008-09-05T01:29:00.000-07:00

《沿海公路的出口》

用半截烟蒂烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情还一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躺在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次放手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我躲在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷解脱

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

倘若说放一次放手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我躲在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷解脱

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

我躲在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷解脱

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

my fav SHE
their new album
COMING OUT!!!
hahax..
this is one of the song..
quite a sad song..
hope u like it

2008-08-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

heyhey ppl here to update on my flyer trip...

WHAHAHA....

was pretty fun n the view was..

WOW BEAUTIFUL..HEHE=)

took lots of pic but not taken by me as i was too afraid to move..

hahax..=p

to0 sare of the height..

hahax..

anyway it has been a enjoyable day with my family..

here r some pic..hahax..

enjoy..

will update more soon..

hehex=D

lastly my family tree whahaha..

2008-08-03T00:35:00.000-07:00

haix..
first thing i send my phone to reservice..
omg i can't live w/o it..
hahax..
anyway this made me to have a lot of time
to think ..
on the way to xiao yi house..
i was thinking about you..
& when will be the next SHINE outing..
hahax..
i fall in love with the song 眼淚笑了..
this song touch me..
after looking at ur friendster..
i went to look at hers..
looking at how understand she noe u..
then i found that i'm so stupid
that she noe u 100%
n i might onli noe u 1%
(or maybe less then that)
looking at ur pm nick
我只想保护你。
n ur testi to her..
i felt so...
one sided..
then i told myself..
i must stop..
so i give myself until 21082008

我会再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
21062008 started
so i will end at 21082008
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你深深的。
谢谢你的六天。

2008-08-02T23:01:00.000-07:00

比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着
找回光和热
面对你的时候
我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折是美的
我眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你深深的
心碎成了沙漠
就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手
本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气就是幸福
ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
永远都觉不够

2008-07-31T01:21:00.000-07:00

omg~
i'm sick..
nv sick for quite sometime le..
haix..
this whole month of august
haix..
should be a boring month ba..
haix..
everyone prepare for their test..
elene is goin uni soon
will miss her de(i think) hahax..
will nv get t0 have gals tok for this month
will miss the time we always gather tgt..
but nvm i bet when we meet up again..
we will have more thing to share hahax..(i hope)
anyway..
i miss that boyboy..
whahaha..
some ppl should boe hu..
这六天的相处
和你在一起的每一天
我觉得很开心。。
谢谢你。。=）

2008-07-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

~~~~~26July2008~~~~~
went out to visit the elderly..
hahax..
they were s0 cute lo..
hahax..
that day was fun alot of things happen..
hahax..
was happy n enjoyable..
n s0rry gabriel..
i wasn't mean t0 disturb u de..
sorry..!!
d0n't angry..
hahax..
the whole day..
i'm enjoying the ice-cream
i'm enjoying the singing
i'm enjoying the break dancing
BUT..
i'm NOT enjoying the feeling of..........
(some ppl should noe)

but nvm..
anyway overall..
is a present day after all..
took alot of pics..
i 'm always snapping here n there hahax..

~mii n my orange ladan( if i'm not wrong)
~ck pretending to drink
~wei xiang n a retard look hahax..
~selina was goin to drink n snap here it is..
~wendy n her cheerful smile=)
~yan look into the cam man..hahax..
~joey,stop hiding..hahax..
~omg here comes dajie hehex..
~all of us BUT where da jie?hahax..

thats all for now hahax..

quite tired..

hahax..

love n take care..=)

2008-07-23T04:22:00.000-07:00

heyhey today i'm goin to post
about the happpy moment with those elderly..
hahax..
taking care of them..
felt s0 enjoyable..
hahax..
i might be goin back this fri again..
YEA!!!
hahax..
becos there's a granny B'DAY!!
hahax..
anyway here r some picture
of us hehex..

hahax..
hope u enjoy..=)

2008-07-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

女:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他如何形容
对方听懂不懂
男:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什麼结果
洞穴湖泊日升月落
他们爱了多久
如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合:也许分离还没被发明
来折磨爱情
男:一千次轮回都不错过
女:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我
女:一千次轮回足不足够
男:一万里漂泊又算什麼
合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说
this is a very nice song..
love it lots..
hahax..

2008-07-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

today i'm
gonna upload some pics
hehex..
happy that lynne n the guy is
fine alreadii..
hahax..
FINALLY!!
so many bad things n one gd thing happen..
hahax..
anyway imiss130708
hahax..
ok here r the pics..

kk thats all for now..
hahax..
love cindi=)

2008-07-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

haix haix haix..
can u pls stop entering my mind..
how i wish my mind has a code no..
only those who noe the pass word
could enter my mind..
i realli don't wish to continue
in this way..
maybe u r just not the guy..
which i m waiting for..
maybe u r just a passerby
n step into my life to leave a foot print..
now i noe u r here into my life before
so pls kindly leave n d0n't touture me..
其实一个人也没有什么不好。。
so pls..
hope that this coming sunday nth
will happen to make me think of
the sweetness that u once gave..
because i realize
u were nv there before..
anyway
here r some of my zi lian pics hahax..
sorry..

oic yar my beloved
netball teacher is leaving me
ARGH how could she..
hahax..
love her..
this two pics is me n her..
have a look
thx..

wish are hard to come true...=(((

2008-07-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

sorry for the gals out there..
i'm NOT a LESBIAN..
although boys out there r sooooooooo....
hurting..(some)
but
some of them r quite sweet at times..
but
sweetness d0n't last..
haix..
why must u hurt her..
she is just a simple gal..
why must u all two time her..
stop saying things which u don't mean it ok..
stop all those sweetness when u d0n't mean it..
d0n't play with her feeling..
cos it hurts..
u r the one who jio her first
make her fall for u..
then what did u do..
TWO TIME HER..!!!
is it fun?!
sometimes i realli wonder..
i d0n't understand..
why must u do such hurting things..
no matter what i just d0n't wan my gals frens
to get hurt..
n me to0 ofcos..
hahax..
maybe is best not to fall in love..

❥~13JULY2008~♪
smile smile smile =)
sweet sweet sweet =D
happy happy happy ^^
close close close =P
crazy crazy crazy ^-^

hahax..
but
i think
elene is the
lucky gal there..
hehex..
THANKS elene!
for allowing me
to have such a wonderful
dream..
its all like a dream...
or maybe
is realli just a dream...

❥~22JUNE2008~♪

2008-07-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

now adays..
around me..
all were
ppl breaking up..
n only one sweetness

wow..
now i begin to be scare of relationship..
nv tot that i be afraid of boys before..
this is the first time..
hahax..

ppl out there..
NO!!
BOYS out there..!!
ur gf is for u to dote
NOT
a target for u
to let off ur anger at..
pls make it clear..
u boys r so scary...

is better to be loved then to love..
this is a very true sentance..
so pls
don't hurt the little poor gals..
thx..

2008-07-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

just visit the SHINE blog hahax..
read n read n read..
everything we went through..
is like how we grow up..
every single step we take..
up till now..
hahax..oic ya..
is like FINALLY we went to
toa-pa-yo to sing..
hahax but wheres my jia..
nvm should make another trip there again with jia..
wow..
its has been a very long time..
we haven went there to sing..
hahax..
wow..miss those time..
anyway uncle loong said that our voice has
IMPROVE!!!
YEAH!!!
was very happy about that..
snywsy we did enjoy ourself rite
galssss.....!!
hahax..!!
SHINE has been tgt for many years..
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
STILL COUNTING DOWN...!!!
YEAH!!!

~CINDI HEE SHI MIN~

2008-07-08T01:53:00.000-07:00

STARTS SCH LE..
ARGH~~~~
this is my second day for this term..
n u noe what
i dame hate this ass teacher sia..
she is our new cher for this term..
nanny of one kind..
irritating..
everyone is s0 worried for the phrase test
which is next week..
and everyone in class wanted her to teach
that chapter so that everyone can have
more time to study..
n u noe what she do..
this past two days she just recap n recap
about term1 things which was like a waste of time lar..
other classes already started le lo..
then today..during pratical lesson..
she teach us how to open a sterile dressing pack..
we have learn it in term1 before but not in detail..
but at least we did rmb that teacher tot us to
open it AWAY from u FIRST..
but she keep saying that we r wrong
WTH~~~~
even the handbook said so lor..
S hole..
irritating teacher...humph!!!
she better faster start that dame new topic..
MR D why didn't u continue to teach us..
WHY?!!!
make us suffer...
ARGH~~~~

anyway..lets tok bout ytd..
hahax..
ytd went to yan yan house to celebrate her cousin b'day..
wow thats her 21st b'day..
mine 18th b'day haven even reach yet=(
hahax..
but nvm still very very young hahax..
OWAYS YOUNGER THEN ELENE
hahax..
then i was like telling joey that i m a les. le
hehex...
funny things oways happen with them around..
even when u r down they will oways
get ur S smile out..
whahaha..
today i learn something from my fren..
which is relationship will NEVER be perfect..
hahax..
i believe so..
hehex..
anyway..
overall today's day is very very very very very bad =(
humph!!!!!!!
humph!!!!!!!
humph!!!!!!!
sad sad sad
haix...
then that stupid ass grass
argh~~~
nvm don't wan to tok bout him le..
i forgive n FORGET him..
stupid grass..
i'm a LESBIAN now...
LES LES LES
hahax...
thats all for today
dearest fren hehes...

2008-07-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

以为年纪大了一点
脸皮就可以厚一些
遇到喜欢的你时
想不到仍然逃得远远
你好像对我笑了两次
又偷偷看了我几眼
我还是只能像个又酷又傲的淑女
假装没看见
你笑起来好可爱
发型也是我喜欢的样子
可不可以可不可以再看我一次
ou 我是白痴是呆子
是个只会嚷嚷的胆小鬼
站在原地不敢前进也不拾得退
啊你是太阳是王子
是我稍纵即逝的变爱男子
错过你会不会错过幸福的一辈子
错过你
会不会错过幸福的一辈子

hahax..
a cute little song..
hahax..
love it..

2008-06-30T23:15:00.000-07:00

life is beautiful when
happy things happen..
it turns out bad when u felt unhappy/sad/angry..
but no matter what..
there is olways someone who noes..
how to pull u out from the darkness..
is just whether the someone
wans to help u a not..
i trust that
the darkness of love will shine one day..
is just the time..
so..
i just want to stop thinking so much..
i will wait for the day when someone give a hand
to me n pull me out from the darkness..
n kiss me..
n tell me..
i'm here to bring u into my world
of light..
n u will nv be alone with me ard..

so as for now every sweet little things
will be kept as memories..

this silly gal is waiting
for her boyboy to come...

2008-06-26T01:43:00.000-07:00

用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己
用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

this is a lovely song..
just like
那个天亮你这样的依靠..

2008-06-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

♥牽手的温暖♥
this five words
give me a very
TOUCH feeling..

when u r alone..
theres a hand there
to hold u tight..
when u r afraid
of something
theres a hand
to hold u tight..
when u need a hand
theres a hand
to hold u tight..
when u need
someone to comfort
theres a hand
to hold u tight..
THE FEELING IS SO
BEAUTIFUL..

THANKS..

an unforgetable memories..
a beautiful night..
althought outside
is not a pleasent weather..
BUT its ok..
因為有你在=)
♥loves..♥

2008-06-23T00:22:00.000-07:00

heyhey hahax..
today i'm goin to post my first time..
hahax..don't anyhow think think..
i mean first time cutting a carrot..
hehex..
check it out..
hahax..

yay..
thats all for now..
will post again soon..

2008-06-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

heyhey
i'm back again..
here to blog some pics..
my pics with all my wife..
hahax..
alot of funny things happen..
now i noe..
taitai oways say or pronouce things wrongly..
whahaha..
cute rite..
hahax..
enjoy..

hahax..
thats all..
hope u enjoy..

2008-06-10T05:31:00.000-07:00

a few more days to go..
yipee!!!
then it will be my holidays..hahax..
wow will had a fun time playing hahax...
misses to all my frens..
hope they r fine..
hahax..
misses to feli n erica..
long time n see them le..
hope they r fine..
n jiayou for their '0'lvl
hahax..

anyway here r some photo's of me n my cousin in
science center..

thats all for today..
hahax..
will update soon..

jus waiting for you..
my love..
stay as happy as before..
with all me beloved friends..
and ofcos..my shine gang..

2008-05-31T11:56:00.000-07:00

hehex..
today went to science center..
after that went to tam to eat..
saw that FISHBALL he was infront of us..
but after sms him..
we found out that he didn't even saw us lo -.-'
must be something wrong with his eyes..
ask him go do some eyes check up ba..
haiyo..
hehex..
think tmr i will be goin to scinece center again
hahax..
go study my human boby
hahax...
anyway found a pic so decided to post it hahax..

~sisters forver(but where's my JIA)

~my three sister mean lots to me..
(but again WHERE MY JIA)

~the five of us..laopo forver..love u
oic hahax..here u r

2008-05-30T09:25:00.000-07:00

elene liew..
this post is for u..
if u all wan to ask me why suddenly i post
a post for her..
u must noe the secret between all of us first(those hu noe)
elene liew..
stop missing ur eye candy ok..
n start missing me..
hahax..
i mean us..
hahax..
as in SHINE n lots more ofcos..
hehex..
anyway hope to meet up with everyone
soon..
hahax..
oic yar elene n0 one
fighting for ur 3rd laogong position ok..
hehex=P
with love

2008-05-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

today..
me n chee ping shouted in CGH
hahax..
that was scary ok..
hais..
after that suddenly..
my mind start to think about
what if one day i lose my frens..
my SHINE family..
what if one day i m all alone..
what will happen..
haix..
i when to friendster n check a few things but..
when i went to _ _ _ _ _'s profile
i felt a little disapointed..
i n0e is a small thing but..
i still felt sad..
but after thinking for sometime..
i think is n0t very bad after all..
as i still have my dearest mummy
YUTING..
love her lots..
hope i won't lose her..
but continue to think again..
i still have my SHINE family..
maybe what some ppl said were right
once you leave that sch..
yuor frens there no matter if it ur close fren
or even best sister..
will onli change to a normal fren..
as u n them
will slowly have a gap
from a small tiny winy gap
become a gap which there will n0t be any
update of them anymore..
a gap which i can't build a bridge to cross over..

tears flows down
when i feel that i m losing u..

2008-05-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

this friendship started long long ago..
this friends had become a family to me..
the SHINE family..
which i can't let go off.
the important people in my life..
those who understand me the most..
those who will always be there when i need help..
those who will do silly things with me n won't think is
lame or what...
but just do to feel happy..
hahax..
this family had been through
ups n downs...
no matter what happen to us..
there will nv leave a scar..
as everyone will noe how to heal it..
somethings will heal the scar
just like all of us r magician..
the 5 of us will FOREVER be sister..
sister for life..
the sisters who r laopo to each other..
from friend then to sister then to
the laopo which..
i can't lose anyone of them..
老婆們我愛你..
muacks muacks..
老婆我們一起打勾勾
請記得約定的旅程到永久

2008-05-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

heyhey ppl..
introducing my beloved dream lao posss...
hahax..
(in no orders)

love them lots lots..
my forever lao posss...
jia you..

2008-05-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

hey ppl
here introducing my beloved dream lao gongsss...
hahax..
(in no orders..)

my love to them nv end..=P
jia you..^^

2008-05-17T06:32:00.000-07:00

here r some photo of me n my cousin..
having fun n laughter with them..
love them lots..

i miss my SHINE group..
misses to them..
i miss the time we sing n dance..
miss miss n misses..
i love SHINE!
hope we will get back just like the past
as we sing n dance..
high as we can be..
hehex..
misses..

2008-05-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

just post some pics..
this were the pics with my
cousins..
had a fun time
thanks..
hahax..

2008-05-16T08:08:00.000-07:00

today..i heard a bad news..
feelings goes down..
after that..
i noe mummy's feeling will be worst
them mine..
so tried not to cry infront of her..
funkly speaking i maybe scared of it at times..
but i will still miss 'BABY'
i rmb the first time we saw 'BABY'
he was very cute..
that time we saw it he was small in size..
his eyes was injured..
that time we don't noe what to do..
but after that some one help us to cure
BABY's eyes..
thx lots..
from the small size of his..
to the bigger size of him..
when i think back..
i was so glad that
that time we did not just
walk away..
i will oways rmb how cute he was..
misses to him remain..

daer BABY,
u may had alreaddy left us..
but u will be kept in our memories..
the memories beauty of u remains..
i noe u r a 'brave' boy..
don't be afraid when u reach a place new..
must stay strong..
make some frens..
n must stay happy..
our love to u continues..
we love u..
misses to u stays in our heart..
u leave us with beauty memories..
thank you..
with love cindi..

2008-05-15T08:14:00.000-07:00

my love to u have ended..
i can totally treat u as a fren..
i will find MY BOY one day!!
anyway goin to take away my mole soon..
so i gonna miss it..
hahax..
someone tell me that my 2 moles
represent..crying of tears..
my tears won't drop for no reason anymore..
no more..
cos i noe there will be a sun shining on me
before i drop my precious tears..
if it realli drop
i will be waiting for the rainbow after that..
hahax..
babies love=)
smile^^

2008-05-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

its has been very long since i last blog..
hahax..
my attachment day for ward 29 is ending soon..=(
haix..
donno what will happen in the next posting ward..
haix..
hope is not that hard..
i will miss everyone of u in ward 29..
misses**
hehes..
oic yah..
i oso missed those polyclinic babies..
wow..
they were realli damn cute..
i tell u realli very cute..
hahax..
this attachment let me learn alot of things..
teach me alot alot..
allows me to fall deeper n deeper
in loving babies..
i feel that i'm realli growing up..
my thinking has change..
although i'm still quite blur in things but..
at least i learn to be more independent..
hahax..
thats all for today hehex..
babies love=)

2008-05-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

she is damn pretty!
love her much..
u rocks gal..=)

2008-04-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

*just me CINDI=)

heyhey s0rry f0r the long MIA
hehex..
missing my beloved family!!
my granny feli
my mummy ting
n of c0s
my sis erica..
i wan t0 g0 out with u all again like before as we
use t0 be as crazy as we can be..
hahax..
i realli hope our family will be complete
as what we wish f0r
one day..
waiting f0r that day..
i'm realli waiting f0r that day t0 come..

*i see you BUT do u see me?

in another words..
will u make that day come?
i can edit alot of pics i like but
u won't n0e..
i can have u in my mind n0w but
u won't noe..
i can miss u deeply but
u won't noe..
i can't be thinking about u but
u won't noe..
can i realli fall for u..
i realli don't noe..

wo xiang wo hai ai zhe ni..
zi shi wo pian zi ji..
ni ke bu ke yi ba mian tian de wo..
fang zai xin li?

will U ALL make my family..
perfact..
ANS:Yes/No
i wonder...................

*twist to you..

2008-04-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY
its been a long time since i last blog le worx..
hehe..
life is kind of complicated here..
hahax..
anyway..
everything is s0 mess up..
my brain jus seem t0 stop thinking
n jus wan t0 get s0me rest..
stop thinking bout boys n all..
anyway me n him is like from two diff world
we r like jus diff..
s0 i think we should remain as what we r now..
may frens is jus what we meant t0 be..
everything jus become a secret which u w0n't n0e f0r this moment..
stay happy!!
smile=)

with lots of love<3
CINDI BLUR GAL..

2008-03-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
hahax..
thxthx
lots of thx to everyone hu wish me..
hahax..
love u all lots lots
hahax..=)
stay happy everybody..
hehex..
with love cindi^^

misses to u..
thxthx..
smile=)

2008-03-21T09:31:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!
MY B'DAY IS JUST
AROUND THE CORNER..
HAHAX..
this year celebrating with
ALICIA!!
hahax..
hope is fun hehex..
anyway as long as i'm n0t lonely can le haha..
with lots of love cindi<3

misses..
must it be
everytimes gals were the
ones who get hurt..
maybe some boys does to0..
but i think
everyone is trying t0 show me
that there isn't any true love
which i olways tot there is..
haix..
i realli wish my dream will come true..
my wishes....

2008-03-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

ytd went out with ting n feli t0 watch
the water horse..
haha..
s0 cute
the little horse
hahax..
but poor thing to0..
the sh0w was quite touching hehe..
then meet terence..
after that went t0 downtown
play play play
hahax..
i wan catch that little cuite
hahax..

misses t0 u..
today while thinking of u..
d0n't n0e why drop of sudden tears..
flow down my face..
can someone stop my heart
from loving someone..
pls..
once u love someone..
u will hope t0 see him..
once u see him jus once u will think is enough..
this will only happen when u start loving someone..
but
by asking myself again n again..
d0 i hope to be with him..
my ans t0 myself will be..
will i ask more when that happen..
will i..?
then everything will change..
as in u will n0t hope
but
WANT..
hais..
heart will u stop loving someone..
=(

cindi misses YOU
is that a gd thing?=(

2008-03-10T03:30:00.000-07:00

today jus start my first paper..
nursing studies..
the paper is abit hard n abit easy..
s0 d0n't n0e h0w would i score h0pe i pass..
hahax..
tmr bio paper..
hais...
think that one will fail ba..
hahax..
anyway today went t0 ws with ting
tot of meeting terence but end up saw
erica feli leonard leroy n wei qi..
eat with erica n feli..
then both of the two gals found out me secret..
hahax..OMG~~~~~
goin to be crazy again le..
22 of march goin out..
hope eveything turn out nicely..
btw s0rry didn't tell u all early..
hahax..
WEEHEEHEE..
then everything started..
hahax..
had a fun fun fun day today with my
GRANNY
MUMMY
&
SiSTER!!
love them lots lots..
hahax..
btw
gd luck ppl f0r tmr paper..

*mi n terence(finally 1 pic of that day)whahaha...

* mi n feli(after s0 long) whahaha...

misses misses misses..
maybe n0w will stay a distance from u ba..
d0n't wan t0 scare you..
still wan t0 be frens..
n0w adays..
i had weird feeling..
hais..
i don't n0e h0w to say but
jus weird..
n is n0t a gd thing..
hais..
i think n0w erica is wondering..
why would i like you ba..
maybe feli is thinking to0..
WEEHEEHEE!!
thats all f0r today ba..
hahax..
with love cindi<3

2008-03-07T20:50:00.000-08:00

post sumthing bout ytd..
ytd in sch play whole day basketball hahax..
then went t0 prcs f0r cross country..
the weather was n0t bad sia..
lucky nv rain hehex..
then went f0r dinner..
after that GIRL went off
wow..
i behave like 'VERY NORMAL' gal
hahax..
make ppl g0 crazy hehex..
ppl i hope u have fun hehex..

i miss u..
i wan t0 tell u..
but
i 'm realli scare
i realli d0n't wan t0 get hurt..
sometimes..
i said t0 myself
that i can f0rget u
just d0 somethings t0 get busy..
can someone stop my heart from beating on..
on loving someone..

misses t0 u..
i _ _ _ _ you!

2008-03-06T05:28:00.000-08:00

LOVE MY LOVELY FRENS!!
THX F0R BEING THERE!!
CINDI LOVE YOU!

tmr prcs starts their cheering n cross country..
best of luck ppl..
maybe running with them..
long time nv see them le miss all of them much much..
esp MRS WONG..
hope she is fine..
love her lots..
btw HOPE that tmr won't rain..
hehex..
today has a short day in sch..
onli a few lesson..
12 jiu release le..
then waited f0r FLIRTY BOY to release
hehex..=p
then g0 bedok inter drink n walk walk..
went in to NTUC..
look look here look look there..
hahax..
thats all f0r today..
hope tmr will be a gd day..

when ever i
think of the
joys that meant
the most to me..
my thoughts would
turn to you...=))

with loves cindi^^

2008-03-04T05:49:00.000-08:00

moody moody n moody!!!
argh~
don't n0e why?
feeling downs this few days..
haix..
down down down..
exam coming le
stress stress stress..
argh~
what m i doin argh~
d0n't like this feeling lar..
humph humph humph..
trying t0 be high but then..
haix..

thinking of him bout..
i think i should stop..
is n0t goin to happen in the way i wish t0 be..
just stop n0w better then when its gone deep..
everything is just complicated..
this is reality..
maybe i should stop..
let fate decide who we end up to be..
lastly iloveyou..

2008-03-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

love my name..
CINDI =) yeah..
hahax..
crazy mii..

hais hais hais..
today g0 walk walk then saw this cute little key chain
hahax..
pinky pig..
hahax..
oink oink..
cute cute..^^
think tmr ask mummy pei me g0 walk walk n look look..
hahax..
birthday coming lehx..
yeah..
celebrating with cutie licia..
think should be goin out to watch movie on 22 march..
c0s alicia wan me call zhi yuan out t0 watch movie..
both of them arh..
fight fight fight all the time..
play until siao ppl like that..
catch here catch there..
run n run..
s0 cute..
n funny..
hahax..
hope that day nth sad will happen..
i d0n't wan t0 be like that day like that..
hais..
hehex..
anyway today whole day nv see him..
s0 ABIT miss him..
hahax..

thats all ba..
with love cindi..
love my mummy
love my cuite licia
n love him..=)

2008-02-29T09:00:00.000-08:00

everything has jus pass n gone..
there is n0 fairy tales..
every relationship has its up n down..
what if i fall f0r u?
what if i ever say it out?
everything will change rite?
i jus d0n't like all the endings i've been through..
i was s0 serious..
i realli did put my true love..
i realli did give my heart t0 u..
but all of it doesn't mean anything to u..
i think i can't trust the word RELATIONSHIP le..
maybe frens is what it should be..
the fun we spend brings the true smile n laughter..
there will n0t be any relationship which is simple..
all r complicated..
am i rite?
should i jus forget about it n jus let g0..
just pretend that there is n0 such word as relationship..
from the past t0 n0w..
this word is quite hurtful t0 me although there r happy times..
BUT..
it hurts when u bring me s0 high up
n jus let g0 of me..
n i fall all the way down inside a dark place
with n0 light
warm..
n love which i use t0 feel s0 deeply..
i jus d0n't wan t0 get hurt..
pls d0n't let me fall f0r u when u n0e the ending result
is the word
HURT..
pls tell me n0t t0 fall f0r u before i realli do..
c0s it will realli hurts me lots
n i realli won't n0e h0w long it will recover..
i'm n0t as strong as u think i m..
it takes me all my strengh t0 stand up everytime i fall..
i realli don't n0e when i will realli give up on standing up..
i jus scare t0 say iloveyou again..
becos when u say it back i realli don't n0e is it true or false..
maybe at the begining is jus true c0s everything is jus puppy love
but in the end..
all the things u've said it
jus don't mean anything..
ANYMORE..
pls stop hurting me..
i just wan to be love simply without hurts like the past..
cos it realli d0 hurt if u d0n't n0e..

JUST A NEW LIFE=)
JUST A NEW BEGINING=)
JUST THE NEW ME=)
WILL IT BE A NEW HIM?=(

just a simple gal..
waiting f0r her simple love..
waiting f0r her simple guy..
but..
she is giving up soon..
becos she has n0 confident..
n don't believe in relationship..
becos everytime..
someone says believe..
its bring a LIE..

JUST WISH TO LOVE HIM..
BUT..
IS HARD..=(

2008-02-17T05:05:00.000-08:00

A new blog..
A new begining..
A new start of my life..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!